Challenges (2016)

Challenges

• 4 story flat next door + development behind
• No hiking - housebound with house
• Strong fatigue with meds, life becoming little
• Scarcity - "new reality"
• Self conscious - no conversation. 
• Brain - bad memory / RAM
• Trump and Brexit
• Dani profile pic

Resentment

• Resentments - Sue
• Liza and the vet
• Resentment - Chris (taking over conversation at Eckhart)
• Resentment - J (not sharing)

Cape Town

• Reduced Zyprexa increased obsession?
• Knock nose at Silvermine
• Heart hiccups
• Money from trust. Resentment with mum for her silence.
• Sharmista leaving (and not paying rent)
• Srini leaving ?
• Chrisel boyfriend
• S longing
• Scarcity verse South Africans.  "Lost so much."
• Getting older: appearance, wrinkles under eyes, losing out sx
• Stomach fat