Challenges (2015)

Housemate

• Body corporate car issue (Matt parked in visitors)
• Millie falls & Xanax and pee on bed & eating plants.
• Matt showering

DIY stress

• DIY not fast enough]; self conscious with Matt
• Trying to do the floors while Matt away
• So unsure: Eva's help
• The floor debacle
• The concrete on the floors

Run up to South Africa

• Hospital with weak legs
• The leak and putting it off
• Overwhelm with balcony and; going away
• Going back to Sydney
• Feet tight and hot
• Jury duty
• Mermaid Falls - lose people

Chrisel in South Africa

• Self conscious with Chrisel, especially restaurants
• Port St Johns talk
• Chrisel - few, perfunctory messages
• Thank you note humiliation

Melancholy

• Zyprexa withdrawals
• Dani on Facebook - see her partner
• Long for relationship
• P feeling

HDU for mania

• Fear I am a sacrifice of God.  Hell
• Depression after mania (extreme low energy)